So today is February 16th and it's basically just another day. We took our ATORT club picture today at lunch and it was pretty cool. We all wore Little Women and Noises Off shirts :P Yup. So in theatre we had this huge super hard test last week and everybody besides like 5 people failed it. I got a B. :) Mr. Ball was so mad that he made us sit in silence for 2 straight hours. Well, it was kinda only an hour... after the first hour we started whispering and eventually began to talk. I sat right in between Zach Romfo and Dylan Power. (: Gosh, I just love both of them so much! Dylan was telling me about how Mr. Ball said I'd be a really good president for ATORT next year and how the program could grow if I were in charge!! It made my whole year! And Zach was talking to me about the future and just about friends and life and musicals and just everything. They are both so fantastic and I'm going to miss them so much next year. I really wish they could just stay another year and we could all graduate together.. :( Honestly, I'm going to cry the night they graduate. Zach Romfo, Dylan Power, Britney Lawler and Alexis Reed have all inspired me so much to be who I am today and it is just going to break my heart to see them go. :(
I've been working on my singing a lot lately. Eh, it's okay. But I really want a lead in the musical next year (Which I don't know which one it is) but I know that I do. It's my dream. But I definitely need to work on every aspect of my singing if I want that to happen... I actually wish I could get singing lessons but I definitely don't have the money for that.. I dunno, I think staying in choir will really help because it helped me get more confidence... I love it. If I could choose a musical and play for next year I honestly don't know what I'd pick, it's always been my dream to be in Grease.. but I know he'd never ever do it. He says he's done it a million times and he wants to do something new.. which makes sense. But still.. I just love it and yeah. Into the Woods would be a fun one. Or Fiddler on the roof (that would be hard) and then there's always the Disney ones! But Ball says he won't do Disney either because he doesn't want people to come see it and then compare our performance to the actual movie... because there's no competition when it comes to that. Haha. Well, I guess we'll just have to see how it goes (: Today they finished the Heaven Hop and I got to have a day off, yay! It felt amazing to just come home and do nothing. I wish I could do it more often, but we have a show to learn! haha!
I dunno.. lately I've just been thinking about how lonely I am and it sucks.. I know I mentioned this in one of my other blogs but I just feel SO lonely all the time.. and I don't know what to do about it. :/ The only guy I'm interested in doesn't want a girlfriend right now. And I have no idea whether or not he likes me and urgh! We won't be filming for a while either because he's going to California for JSA and so yeah.
Craig has been in Phoenix and I guess he's gonna stay there for a while. Good. He tried coming back and Tina laid it all out for him. It was great. She told us that she was finally choosing us.. and she wasn't going to let us suffer because of him anyway. I love her so much, she's such a good mom. I just wish Craig would fix himself so he could come back and we could all be happy. Well, that's all for now(:
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