Working Hard

So my legs are basically dead; Or my calves for that matter. Monday (Presidents Day), we had a 6 hour rehearsal and learned the "Let's Step Out" dance and it is way intense. I'm pretty sure I am going to break my leg either before the show or during the show. Some of the steps are just so crazy and it's twisting and jumping and tapping and ah! It's fun though. Yesterday, we learned "Take Me Back to Manhattan" and that's definitely my favorite dance out of all of them! It's sexy! I need someone to teach me to dance like that because I'm definitely coming out of my shell, dancing like that! Annnd today, we learned the "De-Lovely" dance which it's not as cute as I hoped it would be, but it's pretty simple for the most part. So from here on out, we just need to POLISH POLISH POLISH!! All of the dances are learned, all of the blocking is finished and we know all the songs (Or at least I do). Gaahh! Opening night is just getting closer and closer! It's about a month and 5 days away! Gosh, I am sooo excited. I just hope I don't make a fool out of myself. Because this is some intense singing and dancing and just, ah! I'm so happy that I've been able to be a part of it. Also, the set has been coming along nicely, we have the top of the ship built and one staircase! Saturday we are all getting together to work on it some more, then Jessica's birthday party is at 8 in Sedona. Lacey is spending the night afterwards :)

So Devon found out that his Spring State Congress thing is actually on a different weekend than Prom. But there is a different Congress thing that he WANTS to go to but doesn't want to miss Prom, so he hasn't decided. I told him that if he decides to go to Prom then the offer as my date still stands and he said thank you very much (: Man... I just really want to go with him.. But I understand that JSA is really important to him and he wants to go to the SoCal Spring State to make a good impression on the people... Well, let's hope for the best. Because I mean, there's not really anybody else that I want to go with.. At least not in that way. I mean, I could ask Andrew (Benassi), my very wonderful and very gay friend. :P But I reaaaally wanna go with Devon. So I think I will wait til like the middle-end of March and see what happens. I dunno. I hope I find somebody to go with, because I am not going alone. Screw that. I wouldn't mind going alone to Homecoming but Prom... you gotta have a date. Haha.

So Craig has basically been trying to come home because he keeps coming here and fixing things around the house and stuff.. but Tina has yet to let him actually come back (thank god). I will never forgive him for the way he acted and the things he said. And the things he's been doing and the stress he's been putting our family through. He's an asshole and I want nothing to do with him. He literally just walked out the door and is leaving (hopefully) for the night. He always parks in my spot and it pisses me off!

So I really wanted to start the HCG diet but Tina doesn't think I will stick to it so she won't get it for me. If only I could find somebody with a credit card... I'd totally pay for it myself. But for now, I am just going to eat a good breakfast, NO LUNCH, and maybe dinner. And if I eat dinner then I am going to eat healthy. Also, I'm going to excersise more and work on becoming thinner. Because I know I won't feel confident dancing all sexy and stuff if I am jiggling everywhere in my short skirt. YEAH. I wish it would just drop all off but I know that's not going to happen. I could do some P90X workouts haha.. yeah right, that's way too intense for me. Kim couldn't even stick to it! lol. But yeah, things have been totally crazy but I am loving it.